Something New & Being Lazy

Hey yesterday I wrote my first review and recommendation for twcs.com. It won't be posted for a couple weeks but they asked me to do more. Yay! It took me an hour and half to write a few paragraphs because I was so nervous. I reviewed and recommended Cullen Technologies, Inc. I also am about to review and recommend Falling For the First Time which I love. I think everyone has heard of it but you would never know if you're not on twitter. That's how I got the link from various people over the past month. Its a review & recommendation for a different site though twcs.com already has a review for this story but I want to add my two cents. I'm going to start asking authors for permission to review their stories in the next two weeks. I want to have at least seven in the bag for each site is that too much? We will see.


I'm excited I wish I could review one of its-rpattz-baby's stories. Wait I probably could read & review My Heart Holds Three since I didn't beta that one. I will need time to read though. All my friends went back to work and I'm the only one not working. As of tomorrow WTH! Its funny I could have already been working but I was hanging out with them. Now I have to look for a job again. It has been a year. Back to corporate America, VPs, Presidents and other big shot people to administratively support. I don't mind as long as I can listen to my mp3 player, not answer the phone unless its a personal call for me, make my own hours, pays well and its close to where I live. That's not asking for too much is it?


That's the kind of jobs that I'm used to getting. My hubby says I'm spoiled but I have a strong work ethic I don't take off work unless I'm on the brink of death or throwing up sick. I have gone back to work after funerals. Yeah I'm addicted to my job when I work. I go in early and leave late. My parents say that I didn't get my work ethic from them which is funny.


Maybe I will document my job hunt for you guys? Maybe I will look for a job next week. I don't have it in me this week. I should take more than my standard 30 days since we are in a recession. My hubby says I might have to change careers or go back to school which is cool.


Maybe I should lower my expectations and just take any job? I think I'm going through six year over a quarter life crisis I have no idea what I want to do any more. Oh my God I'm about to be married to my hubby for almost 9 years in December. God how did that fucking happen. It seems like it was just a minute ago I was just a newlywed not knowing if the shit was going to work out. That sounds really bad but its true.


I love my hubby but he has been calling me his soul mate and that it was love at first sight since he could tell me. He asked me to marry him right out of the gate and freaked my 22 year old ass out. Then told me he loved me right out the gate as well. I couldn't say it back because I didn't love him yet. That came months later. My birthday past and then life happened. Yeah now I know he is my soul mate but back then not so much. Everyone would tell me it was true but I didn't believe them.


Well I think that's enough today of my ramblings. See around twitterland everyone.