Recommendations

OMG I'm so excited! Guess what I'm doing now? I am a co-host of these awards http://twitasticawards.webs.com/ Now if you have any questions or comments please follow us at http://twitter.com/TwiTasticAwards 


Now, please don't get it twisted I expect you guys to nominate your favorite stories. Check out the categories and you will see this isn't you typical awards site. I love the categories and the rules. Yes I am a black and white girl with very little gray when it comes to rules. That's why I love what these awards can potential bring to the twilight fanfic universe. Give us feedback holla at us!


Nominations are open for the TwiTastic Awards!
Here are the categories:
Best Bella & Edward
Which Bella & Edward stories are completely unforgettable to you? Canon/AU/AH Allowed.
Best Jacob & Nessie
It's time to honor the canon couple of Jacob & Renesmee. Tell us some of your favorite stories. Stories nominated must show the couple favorably. Canon/AU/AH allowed.
Best Cullen Representation
This can be any member of the Cullen family with the exception of Edward/Bella stories. Canon/AU/AH allowed.
Best Wolf Pack
Which stories out there best represent our favorite wolves? Have a favorite imprint story? Maybe a wolf is on a journey to self-discovery. Nominate the best wolf pack story you've come across. Excluded: Jacob/Ness stories. Canon/AU/AH allowed.
Best Villain
What are some of your favorite stories involving the bad guy? Perhaps you prefer to see the Volturi in action. Maybe Bella went crazy. How about some Darkward? Canon/AU/AH allowed.
Best Slash
Do you love a good Jasper/Edward love story? What about Leah/Bella? Tell us your favorite Slash fics. AU/AH allowed.
Best Emotional Roller Coaster
Which fics out there make you cry one minute and laugh the next? Nominate the stories that put you through the emotional wringer. Any pairing. Canon/AU/AH allowed.
The Dingo Award
Have you ever read a story about the older man pursuing or being pursued by a much younger woman? Tell us your favorite story featuring the dingo a.k.a. the male cougar! Canon/AU/AH allowed. Warning - stories involving underage characters will be disqualified. (Exception: supernatural characters that deal with rapid aging...ex: Nessie, wolf pack members, and so forth.)


Rules
1) Stories should have proper grammar and few errors.
2) Stories need to be in English.
3) Stories must be from the Twilight universe and found on either Twilighted.net or Fanfiction.net.
4) The same story will not be considered for multiple categories.
5) The stories that receive the most nominations will be placed on the ballot. Only five stories per category will be selected to move on to the voting round.
6) Authors will be notified of their nominations if their story moves forward to the voting round.
7) Authors may nominate their own stories.
8) No bribing allowed!
Authors nominated are allowed to promote the awards on their blogs, story chapters, and profile pages. However, authors are NOT allowed to offer incentives or "bribes" in the form of bonus chapters or new stories in exchange for votes. Authors caught offering bribes will be disqualified.
9) Stories by I_am_Kate will not be considered for nomination as she is co-hosting these awards.


OMG I just created a Jake & Nessie Community here's the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/community/Jake_Nessie_Fics/81638/ Check it out! Give me suggestions so I can add to it. I want to thank my staff: Nikki - Twilight Lover  and ILOVETWILIGHT79 We're picky as hell but if its good we will not stop at promoting it at least I won't lol! Try me if you don't believe me! Oh hubs asked me to stop using the word "pimp" so I switched to the word promote.


OMG Guess what? Okay one my favorite authors okay she's my sister from another mother her name is Duessa de l'esprit. Anyway, she was the first to encourage me to step out of the boat and try to beta a story. Plus she helps me think of ideas for potential stories but I'm so busy I haven't had the time to write but I love the writing exercises she provides! Like I was saying she has a special gift that she shared on her blog and its about me, hooray! I know vain much? Yes, unfortunately! I just read it and I almost cried. Okay I'm fighting back the tears, shut up! Here's the link http://duessafanfiction.blogspot.com/2010/05/who-is-nya.html


Stories I Beta
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5460646/1/Through_His_Eyes Please trailer above. Last Updated on 6/2


http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5802471/1/True_Love_Nessie_and_Jacob Last Updated on 6/2

You can find me talking a lot here: Look to your right or below.

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http://twitter.com/@luv4jake Okay that's it! If you're reading this you should be following me on twitter I will not decline you.


Recommendations for June (In order by the date I read them!) Let me know which one was your favorite this month and I will post the results next month!


The Moon Is Mine by tooki13 Nessie is growing fast,Jacob struggles btwn manhood and imprinting, meanwhile, Alice sees an evil plan that threatens everyone;choices will be given, loyalties tested,and Bella will have to choose between the loves of her life...please read, good story. (Author is very responsive!) 


Temptation by Emiliana Keladry Beaten and enslaved in a brothel house... what would draw him to such a broken spirit? Bella/Edward


First & Last by taoist elf An original and believable alternative ending to Breaking Dawn. A perfect escape for those of you who like the twists and turns of real life emotion, well-tended characters, lots of detail, action, surprises, and your loose ends well tied. 


A Tale Told in Kisses by IndependenceIndividuality Four times Jacob kisses Nessie, and one time he doesn't. *NOW COMPLETE.*


Mistress to My Rescue by luvrofink Edward goes to Volterra after hearing of Bella’s “death”. Alice doesn’t have the time to get to Edward before he exposes himself to the humans. Instead of killing him, the Volturi decide to keep Edward as their prisoner. Alec is granted permission to use him as he sees fit. What happens when Bella finds out that Edward is being held against his will, especially now that she’s no longer a fragile human? She intends to rescue him, of course. 


Seduction by JacobBlackMoon Jacob spent two yrs in search for a woman he only knew as Renesmee. Now she's returned to his hotel room, but accidentally lands in Jacob's twin brother, Jake's bed. Explore as the brothers plan to seduce her into a lifelong relationship of love. D/s (Author is very responsive!) 


Texas Juvenille Correction Center by angelinthesky-121 Edward was sentanced for a crime he didn't commit. Emmett was sentanced for a crime he didn't commit. Jasper was sentanced for a crime he didn't commit. But who framed them? All will be revealed... (Replies to reviews!)


Bella falls for the wrong cullen by alxandrabb A year after Edward returns Bella finds herself playing a little game of truth or dare with the cullens. What will happen when she is dared to trade mates with Rosalie for a week? Will she fall in love with another cullen. Rated M for a reason


There Goes My LIfe by Mrs.Pattinson1991 2 women and 2 posotive pregnancy tests later will Emmetts life ever settle down. Not when the women live on opposite coasts and he is falling in love with both Bella and Rosalie. Rated M for a reason OOC Non Cannon Pairings


Moments by Irenella Courmett Jasper is the married man and famous musician. Sometimes the temptation that comes with fame becomes too much. But what happens when temptation turns into something more? AH. AU. Rated M. (Replies to reviews!) 


Married at 18 by AimeeBass Bella wakes up married to Edward Cullen, who’d she only just met. The problem? She’s still a senior at FHS. The other problem? The judge orders them to stay married for a year as punishment for abusing the sanctity of marriage. Rated M. 


Beautiful Dreamer by Nessarie I tilted my head closer toward my wife’s tummy, though I didn’t necessarily need to do so in order to hear the baby’s budding thoughts, but I wanted to be closer, still marveling over everything that was happening. Oh, I’m sorry – I’m so sorry for every doubt I had. I’m sorry. Everything was suddenly becoming extremely sharp – I now understood exactly why Bella was so ready to give her life up to make sure this child lived. Because, I knew that if it were me, I would make the same decision – my life was nothing compared to that of my child’s. 


TRUST, LOYALTY, COMMITMENT by belli486 Bella, the beautiful, bi-racial, Director of her church's Afterschool Program, has been faithful to her commitment to remain a virgin until she is married. Tallahassee Police Officer, Edward Cullen's charm and sex appeal severely challenges her resolve. AU/AH Rated NC-17 Adult Content (Author is very responsive!) 


You and Me by AshJordanAlexis Bella, Rose, Alice are the popular girls of forks high. they have the looks, the money, the friends but what they want the most they believe they can never have. Edward, Emmett, Jasper are the nerds of forks high. they have the smarts and the money but believe they are invisible to everyone. what they didnt know is that Alice, Bella, and Rose were crushing on them and wanted them just as much as they wanted them...How will everyone react when something unexpected happens? and not just once but a few times! 


My Name Is Edward by RobMyDream Michael has been committed since he was 15, diagnosed with schizophrenia since the age of 13, new nurse Isabel Swan is put in charge of his nearly round the clock care, which she splits with Nurse McCarty. She just doesn't understand why he's there, or why his family won't let him come home.


A Perfect Love by Robicorn Dr Edward Cullen is a twenty-six year old single dad who is sexually frustrated until he meets his sister Alice's college roommate Bella Swan. Sparks fly over Thanksgiving weekend. Lemons. Collab with Robinated Cont of 1 shot for Ninapolitins DILF contest


You, Me and The Baby Make Three by sarah8989 When rich stuck up Bella Swan has a one night stand with 'poor' Edward Cullen, the result is a baby. How will two people who can't stand each other deal with the up's and down's of an unplanned teenaged pregnacy? All canon couples, AH, very OOC.


Sorrow by exploringplanetearth After murdering her family, the Volturi force Bella into a life of slavery to service their twisted desires. Rated N -17 for a reason. Alternate Universe.


Blind by Jayeliwood AU,OOC, All human. Disability doesn't mean you're not able. Can Edward get over his disability and himself to find true happiness with someone who cares deeply for him. Will he do anything to become whole for her? Winner of 3 Twilightawards best author!


Pieces of Time by Jayeliwood Sequel to Blind. Edward and Bella start a whole new life together but not without it's challenges. Now complete!


Surrendered by eviekinz "Most of my pleasure comes from controlling them, not f*king them. Edward Cullen should be no exception to this rule. And yet, I can't stop thinking about him." Will Bella get control over Edward? Will Edward submit to her desires? D/S


C 5 6 by ss10 "People just assume that you're my nurse." Edward is a quadriplegic, 10 years after his accident he meets Bella—a socially inept wanderer. Together they come to an understanding, one that challenges all palpable perceptions.


One Shots (Do you want more 1shot recommendations? Let me know otherwise this section will not make a return appearance next month. Let your voice be heard otherwise don't be mad at me when its not here and your looking for a quick read, uh huh.)


Second Time Around by Crash Hale Isabella Swan takes a chance in trying something she's always been interested in. Jasper Whitlock gets some advice from a much younger woman. And Emmett Masen falls in love for the first, and second, time. See how it all ties together. AH. AU. Rated M.


Happy Valentine's Day! by GreenEyedGirl17 Just a little surprise for my awesome readers. Hope you all enjoy it!


Just Be by mskathy Edward has competed with Bella every step of his adult life - culinary school, opening their own restaurants and finally on Iron Chef America. Will Iron Chef Cullen's cuisine reign supreme? (Author is very responsive!)


The Luckiest SAMPLE ENTRY IN TEAM DILF by ? Sample Entyr for the TEAM DILF Contest.


Devil’s Temptation by JBugNR AH/AU. Once Bella marries Jasper, will she finally be able to resist temptation? Will her mistakes surface, ruining the happiest day of her life, or will she live happily ever after with no one the wiser? Jasper/Bella, Carlisle/Bella


A Wolf in Cops Clothing by Restlessxpen and BellaFlan A new werewolf has joined the pack in La Push, and she's doing anything but taking it well. What's worse? Charlie Swan is courting her mother, meaning that the enemy spends a lot of time on her doorstep. Cops and wolves just don't mix. (This was my 2nd choice so damn funny seriously! It was close!)


Setting The Table by ashel-13 Oneshot. All Human. Lemon. Bella and Edward celebrate their first Thanksgiving together as a married couple. Co-written by HaydenMCullen and ashel-13.


All Things Forbidden by AugustBlack After years away from La Push, 22 yr old Leah Clearwater returns home for her father's funeral. What happens when a certain police chief catches her eye? (I voted for this 1!)


Everything Put Together Falls Apart by SassyMcDreamy Bella has come to a crossroad, where she must choose the correct path in which she wants her life to go. To the left, is an adventure of her sexuality, filled with lust and excitement. Full description in entry.


Learning to Love Again by Jennmc75 Canon. How does a father deal with his only daughter getting married? Charlie finds comfort in an old friend. See how Bella's decisions in Breaking Dawn affect Charlie and lead to a relationship with Sue. Charlie POV for parts of Breaking Dawn. (Team Charlie, hell yes! Plus author is very responsive!)


Rude Boy by ColorsofTwilight Bella's boss is a jerk or is he? AH Bella/Jacob


Accepted by ColorsofTwilight After her mother dies Bella returns to La Push... AH Bella/Jacob (The essence of this contest I wish I would've read it sooner so I could have voted for it!)


Need by halawia Edward's letting go of everything. She's his burning flame, he's the moth drawn to it. It's forbidden but forever needed. BXE one shot.


Anonymous Meetings by rbsschess For Twi-Girl Revolution's Under Her Thumb Challenge-Edward needs a Domme but has trouble submitting and is labeled a troublemaker. At the club's anonymous play night will he find what he needs? With no information on the new Domme can he find her again? (So yummy!)


Bella's Dirty Notebook by tiffaninichole *Won 2nd place in The Best Domination Ever Contest!* Bella keeps a notebook full of dirty fantasies. One day while in a hurry to escape her domineering boss, she loses the raunchy book and is desperate to get it back before it falls into the wrong hands..


Stoli and Sexpenders by TKegl For three years, Bella's kept her attraction for her friend, Edward, under wraps. But when he shows up to class wearing a pair of oh-so-sexy suspenders, her control begins to slip. (Author is very responsive!)


L4J Note:
Riddle me this: Why does the Lost S6 and Grey's Anatomy S6 dvds only available in August or September? I have to suffer all summer long that ain't right! Okay I requested for abc.go.com/store to make a hoodie with "the swan" logo on it so I can rock next winter or fall. It would mix my love of Twilight and Lost pretty cool huh?


Anyway if you read Falling For The First Time Bella wears one. I thought to myself I want one too. They only have the t-shirt but I want a damn hoodie people until then I will have to settle for my Lost pint glasses set. Yeah I love pint glasses even thought I don't drink I love the glasses. Yeah I'm a weird one.


Hey I just realized I'm Team Jacob x3. Let me explain Team Jacob Twilight, duh! Team Jacob Lost, yeah buddy! Team Jake Avatar! Yeah can you dig it? Okay its a trip though.


Have you ever found that you get overwhelmed by updates? That's because you are reading too many. points to self Yeah that's right I'm reading so many stories its getting crazy. Sometimes I feel so guilty for starting a new one yet I keep doing it. Why? I have no idea!


Reader Country Shout outs: Thank to all my readers of my fanfiction profile from Indonesia, Estonia, Sri Lanka, Poland, Czech Revar, Egypt, Norway, Argentina, Spain, New Zealand, Russian Federation, Hong Kong, Philippines, Morocco, Netherlands, Austria, India, Portugal, South Africa, Argentina, Greece, Australia, Sweden, Mexico, Ireland, Bulgaria, Romania, Lithuania, Jordan, Finland, Qatar, Italy, Brazil, Denmark, Turkey, Germany, France, Puerto Rico, United Kingdom, Canada & the United States.


Top 5 Fanfiction.net Profile Reader Countries:
1. United States of America
2. United Kingdom
3. Canada
4. South Africa
5. Australia
Honorable Mentions:
Sri Lanka, Indonesia, Germany and New Zealand.

THE Teaser Chapter 26

I woke up a few hours later, my bed side clock informing me it was just past three in the morning. Patting the cold bed beside me, I realized Bella wasn’t there. Furrowing my brows and muttering a ‘fuck’, I sat myself up and rubbed the sleep from my eyes. Where the fuck did she go?

Scrambling out of bed and pulling on my boxer shorts, I padded out of the room and out into the hall. I squinted against the dim light illuminating the hallway in a soft yellow glow. Low murmurs coming from Emmett’s room caught my attention, leading me in that direction. His bedroom door was open and I tried not to glare at him when I found him sitting up in his bed, his back against the headboard, wearing nothing but some boxers and a wife beater. Bella was sitting Indian style by his legs, picking at her nails, her expression forlorn and serious. She had changed into a pair of flannel pants and a tank top. At the sound of me clearing my throat, her head snapped up in my direction, her eyes wide with surprise.

“Edward.” She said forcing a smile to her face. My eyes darted over to Emmett who just smiled at me like nothing was going on, but the look of guilt on Bella’s face had me suspicious.

“You weren’t in bed.” I said a little shortly to Bella, not meaning to sound so curt.

“I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep.” She shrugged. “I was heading down to grab a glass of water but Emmett had just gotten home and he invited me in here and we kinda just lost track of time.”

“Geez, cool it bro. I won’t bite her.” Emmett said waving me in. “Join us.”

“I want to go back to bed. I’m tired as fuck.” I said scrubbing a tired hand over my face. “You coming?” I asked cocking an eyebrow at Bella. She hesitated for a second before nodding and shifting off the bed.

“Thanks Emmett.” She said smiling at him in thank you.

“Anytime BFF, I’m here.” He said seriously. “We’ll finish this tomorrow.”

“Sure.” Bella said coming to stand beside me. I slipped my hand into hers and tugged her against me, desperate for her warmth.

“Finish what tomorrow?” I asked looking between the two of them.

“None of your bees wax.” Emmett answered quickly. “Go sleep. I’m beat.” He said grabbing the top of the back of his wife beater and pulling it over his head and tossing it across the room. I didn’t like the idea of him flaunting his beef in front of my girl but the she didn’t seem to be affected by it.

“Night, Emmett.” She called over her shoulder as I shut the door behind us. I escorted us back to my room trying to beat down the nagging feeling I had that whatever they were talking about had to do with me.

THE Teaser Chapter 25

Edward held his hand out for me to take to help me into the tub. I stepped into the warmth of the water, and sank myself down into Edward so that my back was to his chest. I light moan escaped me as the warmth of both his body and the water enveloped me. His hands came around my waist, pulling me closer to him, his legs bent, knees up on either side of me. I laid my head back against his shoulder, reveling in the comfort of being in his arms despite the circumstances. This was the perfect way to reconnect after being apart. 

We sat in silence, neither one of us talking. I knew he wasn’t up for it so I didn’t push him. I was hoping this would be soothing enough, helping to ease him somewhat after the stressful 72 hours he had endured.

I felt his lips press onto my neck in a delicate kiss, sending a shiver to erupt through me. It was loving and so gentle that my heart was fighting to beat out of my chest for him. That’s how we spent the next hour in the tub - lightly caressing each other in an innocent manner. There was nothing sexual about it. But even with that said, his kisses still felt resistant, held back and I was struggling to figure out why. He claimed he ‘needed’ me so would it be irrational to fear he would leave me? Honestly, at this point, I wasn’t sure what to expect from him anymore.

Ultimately, conversation began. He was the first to speak and I hadn’t realized how concerned I had been with the silence till he uttered that first sentence and relief washed over me. Our talk was brief, skimming over trivial topics, nothing of essence and I went along, keeping him in his comfort. There was plenty to discuss but now was not the time.

Recommendations

Recommendations for May I'm so excited about my selections for this month! I hope you enjoy them. Let me know guys. They are in order by the date I read them!


Double Date by mskathy AH/AU OOC Edward and Alice have been married 3 years, almost as long as they've been having 'double dates' with Jasper and Bella.At its heart, a romance story.. it just has four people madly in love with each other.ADULT,gay&straight sex. Lemon/limey.


Good Boy by mskathy Single VetBella meets divorced architect dad Edward in an unnamed big box pet store. After a steamy night together, they're left to figure out their feelings and how to mesh two very different lives. AU/AH,lemons,grown up themes,adult!


Cullen Technologies Inc by Silk and Steel Edward Cullen returns to Chicago from his self imposed exile in Italy to take up the position of CEO of Cullen Technologies Inc. What secrets have kept him away for so long? E/B OOC/AH Rated M for language/lemons.


Whatever Comes Next by HappyMess A year ago, Isabella Swan was new at school and instantly gained acceptance. Unfortunately, a certain bronze haired new kid isn't so lucky. Hidden friendships slowly build and blossom into more. Will it be social suicide?


Computer Repair by Jayeliwood Edward is a major geek and Bella-well, she isn't. When Edward hears of her computer troubles he offers to lend her a helping hand. He never expected what would happen next and how it turns his world on it's side. OOC AU AH Finally expanded!


Learning to Live Again by gypsysue Edward has lived through hell, abused and controlled by his ex, can he discover love again and heal from his past. AH/Slash Edward/Jacob Warning this fic deals with abuse.


Happily Ever After by ebatcl Bella, a sweet and innocent girl, falls in love with Edward, a man who appears to be the perfect gentleman, and marries him. However, does she really know him? For he has been keeping a secret from her - his twin brother, Robert. AU-Human.


Sub Plans by SnowWhiteHeart Bella is a math teacher by day, a strict Domme by night. Edward is a sub looking for someone to punish him for his misdeeds. Probably the only BDSM comedy you will ever read. Probably the only vamp-subward you'll ever meet.


Meeting Nessie by Broadway188 Pack members meet Nessie for the first time. Canon. Leah is up.


Kiss Me Now, Kiss Me Never by ericastwilight A curse spanning generations. For one, unrequited love. For the other, all consuming hate. Together can they break it? OCC/AH Lemons


The Rules of Hollywood by suzie55 Rising Star Edward Cullen is trapped in a fauxmance he's ready to end. While filming a movie, he's drawn to a pair of very distracting brown eyes. Within the trials of a new relationship, they discover themselves and each other. AH canon pairings lemons


Linger by Duessa de l'esprit Edward leaves, but he comes back... after Bella dies. Can their love still endure?




One Shots New addition that I just stated in May. Let me know if you want me to keep adding one shot recommendations for the month of June.


Unintended by Darkira Jasper, a family man, gets asked some pretty difficult questions by Alice's brother Edward. Is the family life a lie or is there more to the story than meets the eye? How about the answers to the questions? AH/M/Slash


The Four Faces of Carlisle Cullen by manyafandom Carlisle has a dirty little secret, three of them in fact. Rated M for SMUT. Multiple Non-Canon Pairings & light D/s. Written for "Friday Free For All" on Twlighted.


How It All Started by HappyMess Edward needs a break from his overbearing house guests. Through an embarrassing encounter, he might just find what he needs.


Blindsided by theladyingrey42 Awkward, self-conscious Bella distracts herself from the torments of high school gym class by watching the adorable if painfully shy new kid, Edward. A cruel prank finally gives them a chance to get to know one other.


Not on the Script by ColorsofTwilight Bella finds help from an unlikely source. Bella/Edward AH


From Within These Walls by emarroquin I live day to day, wondering if I'd live to see another. I count each day as one day closer until I'm free. Free to love and care for my beloved. I Edward Cullen, killed for her, and this is the sentence I serve.


Currently Reading, Awaiting Updates and still in love with but I've just been too fucking busy.
Plus I want to start reviewing for these two websites. That's my goal for the week to review & submit seven stories that I loved and recommended before I was offered the privilege to recommend stories for the die hard twilight fanfiction reader. Work with me authors.


Hand in Glove by windycitywonder update please!
Master of Disaster by Tropical Sorbet I need to catch up I'm 1 chapter behind. That is a long ass chapter but I love it. Give me some time I'll get to it!
Dark Jewel bykittenmischief This one cannot update enough for me!
The Training by tara sue me Its almost over. Can you believe it? Me neither the end of the saga.
Agony and Ecstasy by UnaRJ When the hell is this going to update? I need to send her a PM, for real!
You Don't Know Anything by TwiDi OMG so worth it when it updates, seriously!
Navy Wives by Arianna1281 This story also needs to update!
Closer by teambella23 I need to finish I'm still on ch.16
Forthright by Duessa de l'esprit I am so behind its not even funny. She has been updating her ass off. I love her too!
Edward Wallbanger by feathersmmmm Once again I am 1 chapter behind again. WTF!
The Training School Saga by TheSpoiltOne, Footroza Its almost over WTF!
Daniel Gale: Cumming to America by danielgaleh00rs I am 2 chapters behind.
Until Now by Duessa de l'esprit I'm really behind!
Into the Grey House by pdd912 please update soon!
Brand New Start by Darkira I need to catch up I'm 2 chapters behind!


L4J Message:
OMFJ The Perfect Wife just ended last week. WTF! I need recommendations for stories where they have a bad ass big daddy C! Seriously! Oh and I've already read Generational Sins. Which is one hell of a story but that is complete as well with the exception of the prequel which I love. James is such a good character and I love him. Anyway, Suggestions contact me or leave comment please. Here is the link for Training Bella: Prequel to Generational Sins.


I still want to write that GeekBlack story. I have to think about I what I want to happen and prepare my outline. Thank God for having authors as friends I would freak the fuck out! I love you guys I will ramble about some bullshit later I guarantee it. lol

The Second author to give me the privilege to beta their story is ILOVETWILIGHT79.

True Love: Nessie and Jacob

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5802471/1/

No it won't effect my Through His Eyes beta'ing time schedule either. I still got its-rpattz-baby's back. I asked her first before I actually agreed to beta the other story. Yeah that's how we get down! 

THE Teaser Chapter 24

From its-rpattz-baby via twitter today:


I was lighting a cigarette after just finishing my meal when I heard Emmett mutter a ‘holy fuck’ from beside me. Furrowing my brows, I followed the direction of his gaze, my eyes widening slightly when I spotted her. I felt my heart rate accelerate dramatically; suddenly beating so furiously in my chest I could hear it in my ears. Everything around me faded into a blur of grey as the only thing that remained clearly visible to me was the long dark hair and small frame a few feet away in front of me.

I could barely make out the voices around me as my name was repeatedly being called and I think I was even being shaken, trying to be snapped out of my stupor. That’s when it happened… on the second twirl her eyes passed over me before she stumbled again and her eyes snapped back to mine instantly, her face reflecting the same shock I was feeling by seeing her as well.

Charlotte

Something New & Being Lazy

Hey yesterday I wrote my first review and recommendation for twcs.com. It won't be posted for a couple weeks but they asked me to do more. Yay! It took me an hour and half to write a few paragraphs because I was so nervous. I reviewed and recommended Cullen Technologies, Inc. I also am about to review and recommend Falling For the First Time which I love. I think everyone has heard of it but you would never know if you're not on twitter. That's how I got the link from various people over the past month. Its a review & recommendation for a different site though twcs.com already has a review for this story but I want to add my two cents. I'm going to start asking authors for permission to review their stories in the next two weeks. I want to have at least seven in the bag for each site is that too much? We will see.


I'm excited I wish I could review one of its-rpattz-baby's stories. Wait I probably could read & review My Heart Holds Three since I didn't beta that one. I will need time to read though. All my friends went back to work and I'm the only one not working. As of tomorrow WTH! Its funny I could have already been working but I was hanging out with them. Now I have to look for a job again. It has been a year. Back to corporate America, VPs, Presidents and other big shot people to administratively support. I don't mind as long as I can listen to my mp3 player, not answer the phone unless its a personal call for me, make my own hours, pays well and its close to where I live. That's not asking for too much is it?


That's the kind of jobs that I'm used to getting. My hubby says I'm spoiled but I have a strong work ethic I don't take off work unless I'm on the brink of death or throwing up sick. I have gone back to work after funerals. Yeah I'm addicted to my job when I work. I go in early and leave late. My parents say that I didn't get my work ethic from them which is funny.


Maybe I will document my job hunt for you guys? Maybe I will look for a job next week. I don't have it in me this week. I should take more than my standard 30 days since we are in a recession. My hubby says I might have to change careers or go back to school which is cool.


Maybe I should lower my expectations and just take any job? I think I'm going through six year over a quarter life crisis I have no idea what I want to do any more. Oh my God I'm about to be married to my hubby for almost 9 years in December. God how did that fucking happen. It seems like it was just a minute ago I was just a newlywed not knowing if the shit was going to work out. That sounds really bad but its true.


I love my hubby but he has been calling me his soul mate and that it was love at first sight since he could tell me. He asked me to marry him right out of the gate and freaked my 22 year old ass out. Then told me he loved me right out the gate as well. I couldn't say it back because I didn't love him yet. That came months later. My birthday past and then life happened. Yeah now I know he is my soul mate but back then not so much. Everyone would tell me it was true but I didn't believe them.


Well I think that's enough today of my ramblings. See around twitterland everyone.

Hey There!

Well, I just wanted to say thank you to my one and only follower. I'm going to treat you to this wonderful thought I was having today. I made a big mistake on twitter yesterday by voicing a thought I was having about slash and other things that were perverted to some. Maybe you saw it since you follow me. I was thoroughly embarrassed but it made me realize more than ever that I have to be me every minute of the day no matter how that makes other people feel. I go through a lot just like everybody else trying to make it out here in this thing called life. Anyway, don't cry for me I learned my fucking lesson. I not going to run down a sob story because in all honesty I'm just happy to be alive.


You know who made me feel better Teambella23. As much as we talk shit too each other she is like a sister to me because she is so sweet. If I could have given her a hug I would have because my heart felt lighter and I felt like laughing before I had time to think and over analyze my actions. So thanks Mary for having my back.


I am supposed to be beta'ing Through His Eyes by its-rpattz-baby but I have been procrastinating for the past two days. Its a shorter chapter and everything but I'm all emotional and shit because of my fucking cycle. TMI my bad but its true. My husband asked me, "Why haven't you been on twitter since yesterday? You are hiding and not facing your problems. That's just not you. You are the strongest person I know. If they disagree with what you were saying or whatever doesn't make you opinion invalid. Its not like you to crawl under a rock and not face the music." He's right but there is no music to face. I'm just embarrassed as hell!


Well my train of thought was broken by my sister getting on my fucking nerves annoying the shit out of me. Yes, my middle oldest sister. I'm the quote on quote baby of the family. I think all four of her children want to spend the night tomorrow or she wants them too! I guess that's cool I better check with the hubby for sure though. She wasn't really getting on my nerves but she did fuck up my bitching session. Maybe that's a good thing.


Now back to my bitch fest! No I'm over it I hate complaining it makes me seem ungrateful which I hate. ColdPlay is helping to calm me down and get some perspective. I am currently reading Cullen Technologies, Inc. It's about to get good too not that it already isn't but its about to turn up a notch. I'm on chapter five. I read two stories by MsKathy Good Boy & Double Date. Fucking hot and that's all I will say about that like Forest Gump. Ha ha.


I can't wait to bake tomorrow maybe a cake or a coffee cake. Cupcakes more than likely that way the kids don't make to much of a mess. I am going to teach my oldest niece to make banana bread. She is allergic to nuts, so I had to adapt many recipes for my sweet breads. I don't use nuts but it tastes like there are some in there. Yeah it was freaking hard to do.


I jump around from thought to thought as you can see. I'm feeling guilty I better beta T.H.E. ASAP! That's all for now. Maybe more mindless rabbling tomorrow. You write wonderful stories that's why I recommend them. You really had me tearing up with the black balloon entry. Just thinking about it I'm tearing up that's just good ass writing. It effected my spirit and heart plus it gave me something to think about. Peace. Take care of yourself.